I can handle all of this...that is to say WE can handle all of this, right?
Lets start from the beginning.
The last day of June we found out that we were expecting another baby. That's right folks, our last two children are only going to be 13 months apart... if we are lucky. I was NOT happy about it. We had discussed the possibility of having another child in a few years... maybe... but not any time soon. So it isn't as though this child wont be "wanted", just a little (a lot) too soon for us. We decided not to tell anyone, at all, until after we were given the "all clear and healthy" from the Dr. and I scheduled the first appointment as far down the road as possible. It probably seems pretty negative as you are reading this. I will admit, I couldn't find anything nice to say about it for weeks, but it is, ever so slowly, growing on us and sinking into reality that it might not be the end of the world. Not completely anyway. I am going to work on
